It is tragic

My next door neighbor died this morning. She was much more than a neighbor. She was like a another one of my grandmas. I miss her so much. I want her back. I loved her just as much as my real grandmother. Today was absolutely the worst day in my life. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I'm crying like crazy right now. I didn't even get to say goodbye to her, or that I loved her around the time she died. I miss her so much, I wish I could talk to her one last time. If a have a kid when I'm older and it's a girl I'll name it Dana Lou. (Her real name and the name she was known as.) I miss her and want her back I love her.